Saturday, December 20, 2008

LIFE WITH ACCIDENTS~

At the very begining i tot this year aint gonna have any accident,manatau?!
i really dunnoe wat's going to me during these couple of days...
Car accidents happen twice in 1 week...
looks like my pathetic life will keep bang the cars instead of leng lui...
How could de continuous accidents keep happening?!
last week i bang my bro in-law's bro car...the new series of honda civic...
i couldn't nvr imagine the leading-edge technology branded was so soft...really wtf!
even a waja tougher than it...i was driving the waja at the moment...
n i have to admit that this accident happen is due to my reckless accelerate before re-check back de front car in roundabout...too much focus on the traffics in roundabout...

but during this morning accident, i think suppose is opponent's fault because then i juz turn in de corner from traffic congested mrr2...it's a straight road and while i wana swift to my 3rd gear, i saw a reckless saga version owner turning right into the junction without any waiting...juz like wat i did in few years back(think opponent car would have an emergency break)darn!
n de very 1st moment de bloody "mar chan" came down keep smoking and annoying about "u r too fast, u r too fast"
fuck if i care, if i'm wana turn into a junction make sure the road is clear for foreseeable period like 3 seconds,n he juz turn straight away...
n tat moment i still breaking my car n turn my steer to the right to avoid it but still the big bang came from my left side...

unfortunately, i shouldn't break instead of keep accelerate bang straight to his engine or the front door, let him taste the cheapkit glass split through his bloody face...in the end, i hit his rear door...

look alike i really need to have a "luck change" ceremony...bad days~gimme kena my car plate number 4d mah...deng!

Monday, November 03, 2008

我只是个“无赖”

奈的时刻写下心声,你若听不进也不打紧,
因为感情路上不只我,放弃的原因不必太多,
只因为爱你才需放手,也许我为了习惯才爱,
倒不如大家尝试自由,让大家对爱重新检讨,
少了彼此依靠的理由,才能让大家了解彼此,
但我们顶多只是朋友,也许一个无谓的慰问,
能让我感觉友情万岁,总好过我们吵吵闹闹...
我也清楚我是个失格的伴侣,不会如何留着你,不善于安慰,
爆糙的性格,口不择言,永不改进,还有你说的过于计较...
所以在部落格上,该说的都说了...

别浪费时间在我这无赖身上吧...


MOu LaI

Friday, June 20, 2008

所有的努力被批评,伤感...

近几个月来,眼泪都没流过...
但近几天,有些事让我的眼泪冲破了我的泪坝...泪流不止...
所有的努力都招人批评和看小...
上到高级学位第二年,路越来越坎坷...真的是前所未有的冲击...
第一,我所努力干了几晚的功课,竟然被组员说:“酱短而已?”,我所有的努力竟然被质疑?!
真的很伤心...所有呕心沥血的作业...一句谢谢都被“没收”了,难道我是酱不称职的?
虽说三两页,但我花了几夜的分析及参考些书籍,甚至还牺牲我几堂课...真的是悲痛莫名...
第二,我学位论文(Dissertation)的建议书,招到不少老师退回...
不用紧,终于有个建议书被老师认同...为了这建议书,我用了几天的时间到图书馆寻找相同的论文,
就是要让学院建筑系的总裁认同,他竟然看也看不一眼就打发我,还说我找到相同的论文很少,
还要我回到图书馆再找,那本厚厚的历年论文,我非常确定的说,相同的论文,真的数一数二...
历年的论文记载到六十年代...当我第二次回去图书馆仔细的看一次...结果还是一样...
还有3天,如果我论文的建议书无法过关,就要留级...我可以非常的确认他在整我...要不然我真的要自掏双眼
这个学期,我也不知为什么很多老师特别针对我...做什么都被批评...
甚至,我所谓的女友,在网上安慰的话真的少得又少,批评的话就一摞摞...简直是火上加油...
眼泪就不受控制的崩裂...
我只想我的心声只想与“你”分享...(我真的很想听见你的声音)...
对你,我只能说抱歉,也许之前在电话说的,你认为是谎言...但那时真的是如此...对不起...

Thursday, March 27, 2008

*誰可以當男朋友,誰只能當普通朋友。*

*誰可以當男朋友,誰只能當普通朋友。*
普通朋友:半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友:半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

普通朋友:他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友:他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。

普通朋友:在你生病時,會講好話關心妳。
男朋友:在你生病時,他會關心到你很煩,而且逼你去看醫生

普通朋友:他會盡量說好話來討好妳,妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友:他所說的話,都是關心妳的!但通常像是在命令妳,妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

普通朋友:他什麼事情都會配合著你,只要你高興。
男朋友:他會幫你辨別是非,但你會覺得他管太多。

普通朋友:他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友:他只能給你保證,妳跟他在一起,他是最快樂的

普通朋友:他會幫你買消夜,送宵夜,載你上下課。
男朋友:他會幫你買宵夜,不過他會提醒你,吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課,不過要他有順路,因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課,他成績便會不好,成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過,他會想的很遠。

普通朋友:他只有想到現在。
男朋友:他已經預見將來,該怎麼自我努力,好給你幸福。

Friday, February 22, 2008

bZZ TRAINING period

Nowadays, i been training under "SATUJAYA SDN BHD" constractor firm involving in "AEON JAYA JUSCO" construction project.

This site was located at KERAMAT AU2, working period from 8am till 5pm or 7pm, travelling time 20 minutes away from where i'm stay...if travel through mrr2 during 7am, there was no way to reach site on the dot. The 1st day, i'm already experienced how mrr2 treated me...1 hours for juz severals minutes distance...WTF!

1st day, i never expected can meet the trainee that i recognise in my course except hong yew but another 3 also from his class...all really "fai cai" gang...lolz...expecially Kuan Sing, the big mouth fellow, his performance still unknown cuz 1st week he was absent because he part time in another job...we was only hanging around the site and inspect how tower crane to be erected. Yet, we unable to go in the site because we nvr gone thru safety instruction and the only things we can do juz stay at office and arrange those damn drawing...

The 1st ever expression toward the Project Manager was Very Fiercing and Bad Temper but this is my 1st exceptional case...hehe, Mr. Ooi my current site project manager...he was kind and helpful, i'm took the assessment of measure and estimating the scaffholdings in C60 system in Zone A, i made severals times mistake took me to do around 3 days...lolz, how useless am i...3 days also cannot work up any satisfy works. However, after his guiding, i'm total clearly know how to formulate the usage of scaffholding for each bay...1st time, i tot have to workout the estimation toward the total scaffholding...2nd time, i'm made a formula but not workable for others ppl...lolz...3rd time and de last ever...i made it...hope it wouldn't too late...

This is the 1st week duties i working, others trainees already supervising the site but still cool for me...i'm needless to go supervise the work in site and evade the opportunity to get sun burn. (Brian,one of the trainee already baked like bbq pork but juz supervise on site in 1 day) LOL XD

Friday, January 25, 2008

“別讓她/他成爲我們感情上的全部,我們只是他們的一個選擇"


好久好久沒在部落格留下心聲了...上課,作業,考試以及種種的壓力因素才激發到部落格寫下幾筆.
但我總是愛在部落格寫下感情的東西...因爲我的日常生活都是很納悶...
我蠻喜歡一句良言“別讓她/他成爲我們感情上的全部,我們只是他們的一個選擇"
所以就說,愛就愛,不愛就是不愛了...在感情上最最最不該對你不喜歡/不愛的人施捨“憐心".
醬的做法只是給他們种下了計時炸彈...當他們沉淪時,你突然抽出了施捨的手...
就像啓發了計時炸彈,把他們的心炸散了...讀書更別説了...可悲...

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