Saturday, September 22, 2007

another laughing bomb~~!!



japanese game show...(jackie wu's show copied from it)
really godlike..."ten ten means 20, ten X 10 times means hundred"
damn lame wei!

malaysia advertisement , rock it!


无敌光碟英雄
damn yeng wei this video...

Moreover, another deep influence is from Digi's "dai kor"
part 1


part 2 (dai kor kena punishment liao)


this another achievement from digi...damn lolZZZ

Friday, September 21, 2007

lonely birthday...

recently been busy for working...timeless for blogging...
moreover, my dad just fall down from ladder...damn, i have to help him all day long...

This is de sadness birthday, only 1 present i received...
That night i juz went out for satay and burger alone...walk for a fews hundred yards...
Received all the wishes from sms and friendster...
but also feel like no1 really care sia...

sigh...isn't tat bad for my interact?

sobzzz

Monday, September 03, 2007

阿公,好走~~~

由于近来,工作繁忙...就连叹气的时间也没了...部落格再次调空...
九月二号,也就是农历七月二十一;伯伯去世的一周年又一个星期...我的爷爷安详的过完了八十有九的岁月...
最近,他才从同善医院回来,事因不小心跌到...一个坚强的人,就酱过了两个礼拜,才和我们孙儿们掰掰...
今天,妈妈才招了全部家里人回家吃饭...照我推理,爷爷不能了...我们可以做的,就一家人团圆齐享用与爷爷的最后一餐...当时,我只能慰问他以及喂他喝水,屋外的乌云以及我不安的感应,已经催逼他要离我们而去...
当我们享用完晚餐后,就回家冲凉然后再送我女友回家...但电话声打断了我洗澡的当时,妈告诉我爷爷不行了...我也赶去见他老人家...太迟了,他已经走了,我的眼泪就像洪水冲破防水墙般的源源不尽滴下来...我再次的对自己说:"阿公走了,一场大雨带走了他"
待我送女友回后,就回去婆婆家...尽我身为长孙的责任...
看着爷爷冷冰冰的手,还有逝世时的遗容...仿佛让我超越时空回到去童年,爷爷的慈爱,双手抱起了我与我的堂弟...好怀恋,以及当年红毛丹树下乘凉的情景...深深烙在脑海里...
不久,喃麽佬的到来,就为爷爷的遗体清理然后穿上寿衣并且处理掉生前用过的东西,最后把遗体放进棺材...
好不容易忙完后,我就带同我的家人回家休息...身为长孙的我,明天也该要做很多东西因为要守棺我也该让自己休息...

"人生八十稀有少,处处记忆忘不了"

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Finally...got time to post liao...

Recently really no time for any new blogs...but recall back on 1st of june, i been participated a mount.climbing...
Seriously, i really got no interest at any outdoor discovery adventure event nia...
Rm 160 paid for this unique experience...Really WTF!!!
WAT i TRULY gained is "this is my 1st time yet my last time sia"; but loss, wah lan nie...my shoe, pot and some equipment lost sia...summore, aikzzzz...visual worth than thousand words...

marhem ar!!! my ankle n my skin...aikz...

summore i discover de organization really pro in "encourage" ppl...always lied to me tat almost reach de peak...their "almost" took us around half day sia...

By de way, i was survive back from hell sia...de gradient of de path to de campsite really got >70 degree...even ppl also say "intermediate level" sia...really climb till cry..."Ta Ma de" summore keep cursing my pal whose brought me there...

In de end, nowadays only fully recover...so plzzz, if u about to climb any mount. dun destroy or damage anythings...really got curse sia...even ate pork also tio...

Thursday, May 17, 2007

感情亮了红灯?

真的很不懂最近发生了什么事...浑身很不对劲,两个人好像很有距离感...仿佛同一个世界突然间一分为二...我明白她近来很忙,所以很不介意她在短讯或一般的通讯上少些联络...直到,昨天,我终于开口说出我的感受...
真的很不明白,为什么坏的感受会让两个人同一时间感受...
其实昨天,应该是很高兴的一天但回到家有种悲痛莫名的感觉...两个人在网上谈得很淡...突然间很不习惯,眼泪已经很不争气地划下来了...谈到一半时就觉得不想谈了,那时就想抱着枕头大哭然后睡...然后,她就先写了“我今天很高兴,但也很伤心”,我就接着上“我也一样,今天的统统的娱乐都有了但很伤心,眼泪不停的流”...接着接着,就发现了根源,就是“我们都是从两个不同的世界的人,话不投机,意见不和,兴趣不一样,还有我不够成熟”。
她很希望她的另一半是和她“意见一致,话题也源源不绝,相同的家庭背景和成熟的男人”。从开始到现在,她都很在意这些问题...
然而,我觉得在电话上倾述会比较好,一而再再而三的不接我的电话,终于第三次接了...大家都一致觉得感情亮了红灯,她有她坚持的立场,我也奈何不了...毕竟,她也蛮转牛角尖的人,一就是一...她觉得彼此没必要改善自己,酱会失去了自己...我真的不懂她如何想的,她也承认她不是一般的人反而是很难相处的人...
这五个月的感情不短也不长,我只是叹气的是我不能做到理解她的人而是她在旅行时结缘的男人...
一位三十出头的结婚男人并且还暗恋着我的女友...醋意肯定多多少少都是有,真的满佩服他可以对我女友讲出她心里和针针见血的话...我女友也澄清跟他没有暧昧关系,我也明白...她是怎样的人,我也逐渐地摸到了...只是需要时间让我去成长和了解她...她就是要她的“MR.Right”像那个男生般...我也不怪她...只是希望她能接受我的渐渐的改变,我也有我的“理想情人”啊...某个老友都说我和她很登对,还梦见我们在一起...我高心听到酱的话,但我现在有我真真爱的人,不想痴痴的追求“理想情人”,我很不想轻易地放手,但如果双方真的无法挽回时,酱就没得谈了...
结果,她就拿这几天的时间来考量我,在两个小时的谈话中也化解彼此的悲痛莫名的感受,还好我也蛮敏感的...察觉到这几天的不对劲,茶饭不思...种种不好的现象出完来...
真的好难受...彼此的距离有如十万八千里...
我也尽量的挽留,庆幸的是挽留到了...相反,我完完全全的失眠,我是很奇怪的人,睡眠时肯定会发梦,百分百...为了不让我在梦里胡思乱想,我的潜意识就让我失眠...
最后的一句,希望她能看到...
宝贝,就让时间慢慢地让我成长吧,成熟和慢慢了解你...人会随着岁月而改变,无可否认...
祝我们爱情长跑,请你等候吧...你也该让自己坚持的立场软化不然终究会错过很多美好的东西...
>.< 失眠~~~

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

" Girls VS Grown Women..." (good shit nia, no joke)

Girls leave their schedule wide-openand wait for a guy to call and makeplans.
Grown women make their own plans andnicely tell the guy to get in where he fits

Girls want to control the man in theirlife.
Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.

Girls check you for not calling them.
Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

Girls are afraid to be alone.
Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.

Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown women ignore the bad guys.

Girls make you come home.
Grown women make you want to come home.

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.

Girls try to monopolize all theirman's time ( I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends).
Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends!

Girls think a guy crying is weak.
Grown women offer their shoulder and a tissue.

Girls want to be spoiled and 'tell' their man so.
Grown women 'show' him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate without fear of losing his 'manhood'.

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.
Grown women know that that was just one man.

Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their affection,ignoring all 'signs'.
Grown women know that sometimes the one you love, don't always love you back-and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get anattitude.
Grown women will read this and pass it on to other Grown women and their male friends.

How "Pathetic" am I

Recently, i really dunnoe receive so many comments from every1...
1st of all, my gf...I really not sure is she make complain or comment on me...but sound de same nia...
always said: " u aint know how to "comfort" me..."
lolX, i really dunnoe wat way she wana me to do... i juz only tried my best to make her happy nia...
Moreover, i really hate sum1 call me "fei zhai" behind of me...really is a forbidden words for me lah...keep calling me as "fei zhai" in msn while chatting wif her bro...aikz....sian, already told her not to call me fei zhai since last time she msn wif Lew Ong...Yet, always "ribut taufan" happen in her house...Especially "Hainan Taufan"
I know after i post this stuff she sure beh song 1...but for the sake of balance my emotional, i really gonna post it...

Marlo, nowadays so many "NOT REALLY CLOSE" friend keep asking me to attend their 21st birthday party...
Really MING DA MING (明打明)is really gonna earn my money loh...if they have de party juz like dinner, then i dun mind to "Pao" de ang pao around 50 bucks loh...summore invite in home nia...really so desperate to earn back de money meh?(生日都想赚钱吗) (though, i know sum of them got children liao lah, RECENTLY DIAPER's price raised up liao meh?

POKAING now...car need to maintain as well...lazy to go out nia...
God spare me a lucky number lah...With wealth then only can live life happily nia...

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Exam liao...13 hours lead to doom...

From this moment onward...my long lost pal which is my "resit paper" = structural studies paper gonna come back again...
This paper really my nightmare, i been failed for several times liao...
i think if this time i'm gonna fail again, de consequences shud b "suicide" liao...or i can say mampus...this paper really make me mentally abnormal liao...look at it for awhile i sure gonna freaking out...i really hope tat after this time, no more for me...
i'm out...
Now my brain turbo really badly injured...juz look at de table i also die...headache T.T

For sure i full of prepare this time...

Mahai~~~! stupid structural studies...i'm gonna fight for pass this paperno matter how tough!!! Gan ni nia!!! CCB!!! Sohai paper!!!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Guys and Ladies different?

Seriously, nowadays many guys complain to me tat ladies or gals are over-focus on her own?!but to tell de truth, i really felt so...

1stly, they thought guy always do assumption because of de guy curious about her situation...WE only wana know where u ladies r yet wat r u doing...juz tell de guys de truth...if not, de consequence really can lead to "u dump me or i dump u"...so later on, juz like many novel wrote " i had never regret tat had a relationship with u, we had our sweet memories". That piece of junk ending aint for this century, unless his gonad or her boob really huge lah...Then, i guess it gonna b a sweet sweet bed exercises...

Nowadays, we r running of gentlemen...Wat means of gentlemen? Izzit juz like wat in dictionary "
a civilized, educated, sensitive, or well-mannered man"? Oh god, i wish could put this "gentlemen" into Museum...cuz they really extinct. Perhaps, we call them "ass stink" rather than "extinct"...lol XD
So ladies and gals appreciate ur Mr. Right...life is juz an endless lesson, still many things to learn but make sure learn from mistakes.

Moreover, de world is so fair, population of "pure and
virtuous young woman" are nearly "0". Thanks to de society tat make women over-important nowadays (no-offense) but to tell de truth, since there is no flawless "gentlemen", ladies and gals had to learn to tolerate guys...There is no way to blamed him not "gentlemen" at all...

Guys also need to tolerate de women because "
pure and virtuous young woman" out of stock...lol...
Even a report done from de newspaper, out of 8hundred female students in secondary school, there is only 1 gal is virgin...

So, y dun we stop blaming each others and start to learn how to tolerate...1 word of apologize "sorry" really can turn u become mute or deaf...But make sure try to be a good listener then only b a good teller...

Monday, April 16, 2007

我以为






kinda of sad story...
enjoy!!!

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Firstly...i have to thank my pal "peizhong" who lead me to read her "lao zha bor" (old hen) blog...
lolZZZZ XD damn "yeng" wei !!!


Then,Jinqster...thanks for ur recommend show...



weee~~~i think this show can win Jackie Woo's show..."HOU SAI LEI's Xian Zai Bu Zun Xiao" 猴赛雷's宪在不准笑
甘岭老母赶羚羊,风吹草地草枝摆
"gan ni lao bu gan ni nia, feng cui cao di cao ci bai" tat's all for it...later laughing spree!!!
part 1:

part 2:


plz log on this web...damn nice also...
http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Malaysia

LASTLY>>>
<==such a lovely couple...
looks familiar leh...is foo hoong!!!weee, dannie and i meet him in Taman Paramount station...
1st of all, Congratz dude!!! u r upgrade into "Papa" mode...still u have ur freedom for 3 more months...enjoy ur life b4 ur son or daughter born lah...hehe...Ganbatte woh!!! since u r de 1st leading amongst our 5c class in Samad...U Rox!!!

Walauer...Panasonic FX-30~~~

Recently, my sis getting rich...marlo...
Brought 1 Printer around 500bucks yet this digicam cost her 1.4k...tiuZZZ
i wana new digicam also...even thought, my digicam still snap nice pictures...
human are greedy!!!WEEE~~~ JinQtaH urs is FX-07....but both really look alike...
moreover, my sis said going to buy a laptop for her own...WTF~~~
OWNING!!!TRIPLE Kill!!!

I also wana get myself a Sony digicam...





Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Wat A Mess Life...T.T

It's been awhile tat i nvr post any blog in "English".
1st of all, my English wasn't tat well yet hard to describe what happen on me in de previous months...

Seriously, my mood really fall into bottom from de cliff...Meanwhile, de only thing i done is drive around and take some fresh air...juz drove around look at de night scene tried to "pop" up any motivation yet inspiration...There is many a invisible pressure act like millions of arrows aiming toward me, that's what i can describe how my feel now...

I'm not an initiative person...Actually, i still act like de secondary student that everyday tuition^3, this attitude make me like a chick that waiting for parent feed us..."Spoon Feeding" thus consume what they feed yet "vomit" out what they taught...not like others, consume then come out some innovative ideas...Who should i thank for? Of course our own Malaysia Education Minister loh..."forced-feed type education=填鸭式". Make sense? We have de answer within our heart seriously...

I'm was so stress...Even de air was so bitterness...Without a doubt, i straightly toss away fresh air, scare drown within de air...Perhaps, i should spend some time to find back my ownself rather than sitting in front of my com killing my time by playing de stupid "Pangya" & stalk every friend in friendster...Such a horrible life...

After i go through an article in newspaper, i realize it was so true...when a person in a stuck situation like me, there is many small hobbies will appear that affect your "ultimate" decision. During this half year vacation, i almost lost my main decission...What my real path to take is to become a "Quantity Surveyor"...I'm think of study Technician of modify car but it's late for me already...21st years old, i cann't affort to take my "Golden Time" to do some useless things in return just for satisfy my "Temporary Hobbies". My aim was have own house yet a dream car before 30 years old... Moreover, i have to make sure my future plan fully consider about my gf, both of us are same age, guys aint old when reaching 30 but ladies are different...(That's why many girl prefer to find any elder guy).

Sob, what i need to do currently is just concentrate to study so that pass this remaining 2 paper...
Every1 pray for me hardly...i would like to appreciate any encouraging comments from any1, thank you so much!



Monday, April 09, 2007

无奈,无奈...恐怖的考试又要到了!

这几个星期的懒惰让我的部落格慢慢地被遗忘了...
真的不懂如何说起,自从我的女友放假后,我的大部分的时间都和她度过,虽然说是蛮高兴的...
但今天,她去实习了,我依然抱着依依不舍的心情看着她上班...她工作的地方真的很老远...真的不懂这两个月的实习能让她变得怎样,可能更坚强或厌倦去当个上班族...
这个早上,我已答应她帮她准备早餐,但时间上的不允许,我准备的早餐真的很烂...差点迟到...
上了火车,车厢里挤满了人,还好我找到了她...两人在“沙丁鱼罐头”般的火车下,度过了差点窒息的半个小时...

回到家时,我又一个人了...寂寞地对着电脑,无所事事。这几个月来,电脑对我的影响力很大,变得懒散及害怕去面对现实...上网玩无聊的“pangya”虚度人生...看回我重考的考卷时,真的很压力,出题出到普通人都能回答的考卷,我竟然“肥佬”...可恶!酱我又起不了劲了,在无所事事之下,就回来部落格写出我的心声...

很累啊,睡觉也不能安乐地睡,头脑都没有休息的,睡到一半就想到考试的事,真的痛苦...
看来我真的要搬去朋友家读书了...远离家里...家里太舒服了,让我懒散...

神啊!请指点下我吧!让我的毅力和集中力重新拥有吧!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

我回来了...但是带着沉重的心情~~~T.T

阔别了刚刚一个月,我又回到来我的"部落格"...今天早上,也不列外的被我的女友的妈妈臭骂了一顿...真不懂那些海南人真的是:"海南丁,发神经".我婆婆也时时刻刻的提醒我...我女友上网又关我什么屁事?!她爱做什么,我也无权利的去阻止...更何况,她是为了他的学业...真不明白她的家人,人家都二十一岁了,不是婴儿还要管到那么严.看来,他们再夺去她的所剩的自由,看来真的凶多吉少...我也把我自己隐秘到非常陌生了,几个星期也不去找我女友...现在,火还烧到这里来,多得我的女友憋不住气了,开始作出反抗.酱那海南丁肯定没那么容易放过我...今早我被她臭骂,当我憋不住时,就让我妈跟她谈判...哪里知道,那个人真的换面换到比雷射更快...我妈又心软,讲完了就反过来骂我...还一直逼我读书...

我真得很累了,真不懂犯到什么太岁.我妈妈那方面一直逼我读书.真得很无谓...在读下去,我也只帮我爸爸手,读来读去都是浪费时间和金钱...我真的不懂如何说服我的妈妈...一波未停,一波又来...现在,我真的很矛盾...真的开着这首歌才能平静我的心灵...


唉,伤心又要过生活,开心也要过生活,上天啊,可不可以让我拥有安宁的生活呢?

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

情人节...

情人节对我来说,20年都是一个人过...即使,有了女友都不列外...

反而对我这么愤世的家伙,都是认为情人节是为了餐馆啊,花店和装饰点挖钱的大好机会...
其实,情人节也是男人的噩梦...男生要为女生打造一年比一年不同的气氛,花大笔的钱买花和巧克力...多么的无谓...如果,要营造不一样的气氛和省钱的方法,我看都是让那些无所事事的家伙搅尽脑汁的时候了...我在这不是因为我不能和我的女友庆祝而发泄在这...只是奉劝大家别让一个节日弄垮了你完美的一天...

这个节日里,我看真的是受够了她的父母的冷眼...真的期望自己能找个平平凡凡的女友兼家里开放的...我也不想弄到像我现在的状况...也许我现在的女友看到这叹气的话,肯定纠纷到9级风暴...
唉~~~我只是个普通人...难免会有酱叹气的时刻...

好啦...祝每位情侣就像这首歌一样的...情人节快乐~~~! ^_^



也祝我们的恋情可以长久....

Friday, January 26, 2007

好难受的一天...

今天,我收到通电话...是我女友的后母打来的...她叫我放弃她...
说什么我们都有自己的前途啦,罗哩叭说的,还求我放了她找另外个...他妈的...
我梁建达做事对得起良心!讲到我好像是拐带她的女儿般的...还说还他们一个安乐的家,妈的,我看全部人都有心病的...
唉,还说她父亲很讨厌我...要不是她从中作梗,事情会搞到酱的地步吗?
然后,我问她的弟弟,他说他的家人讨厌我,说我养不起人家...现在讲到谈婚论嫁了吗?
好痛苦啊...现在,只有香烟才可以慢慢的慰藉我...真的好累...也许有天,他们会得到应得的报应...
神又是他们鬼又是他们(当时是他们凑和我们的,现在棒打鸳鸯又是他们)不知道该如何是好...

Thursday, January 25, 2007

命硬...


今天好难过哦,说真的,在我段段爱情路上最坎坷的一条...毕竟,当两人相爱到难以自拔的地步时,女方的父母竟然对我做出多多的为难,处处的加害着这段感情...当我还没成为她的男友时,她的家人很喜欢我...但俗语说:上得山多终遇虎...

这我不得不承认...现在,我才知道我的女友一向以来都住在那么可怕的家里,她的家人时好时坏,今天和你当个知心朋友,第二天转身捅你一刀...我的女友就惨了,每天都要面对着隐约着的计时炸弹,无时无刻都被捅...说真的我真的狠幸运因为她的礼让能力真的超乎一般人...可以忍足20年...张佩璇,你最赞了!!!

真的不懂如何形容她的家人...每个人都有心病,最近我又变成了他们的"捅"话题了...我的女友每次都要在三更半夜时被呼唤醒来被乱骂一通,也许她习惯了,但身为男友的我,难免会心痛...话题里还有针对我的因素...我的爸爸妈妈也不曾般的对我做出批平...

不过也不用紧,我就听她说别理会他们,毕竟谈恋爱是两人的事...现在,她的家人更绝!!!下了封杀令,不让张佩璇过来我家。况且,我也不能常常见面了...唉~~~真的是种种为难都有的啦...但我听到这消息时,心好痛因为我的爱情真的进展到如火如茶时,被截着了...心里难免多多少少会很像被针刺...但和我的母亲谈了过后,她开解了我...无论多么的艰难,你们彼此很爱对方的话都要坚持下去,不能被动摇...就酱我被安抚下来了(我承认我还很粘我的母亲的)

最后,我希望我们能不但能做到这首歌的意义,而且会更好!!!加油加油!!!

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