Again, another farewell With Seapark close friends...

Serious abit 1...

Jker's series

Think about closest friend in Peejay, surely in Seapark no doubt... 1st of all, welcome my top score player in "who know you very well" in Facebook...Dannie! 2ndly, who involved in DSLR as well but is "She", anyway she gotto go to Melbourne for Convocation on tomorrow as well... Farewell is a must for sure...
Venue: PapaRich, eventhough my dad aint rich but i'll try to visit Paparich to get any money growth inspiration from them n become a damn rich Papa in future...
well, we suppose to initiate during at 9.00pm but Dannie and me juz too addicted to Seapark food...nasi lemak ayam, lok lok and burger ramlee...both of us search for food frenzy as i unable to taste these food for several months in future...
Wat we did were photo sharing and talk cock but it's enjoyable since i dunnoe in wat reason i'm very close to Peejay friend eventhough we from different primary or secondary school...Yet Dannie was totally addicted to my "farm frenzy", he was playing most of the time...really SWT... Hereby, thanks for Dannie and Bie's wishes...i'll try my best to bring any souvenir but i think photo shud b a great gift for u all...
THANKS, love u guys...

Dataran Sunway "Star Village" farewell...

正经版

搞笑版（我永远都是最搞笑的）

很高兴...朋友们与我和阿旺一起庆祝“farewell”在车水马龙的dataran sunway...
朋友很多时候不用见面，但没了他们生活也很无奈...
大家每周五去打羽毛球,虽然我加入不久，人数也逐渐减少...
可以说工作的"忙"，要深造的"急"...犹如“忙不可焦急”
我去英国后肯定会分享好看的照片,但我也希望你们可以同时间来我的部落格留下言...
好好把握你们能去打羽毛球的时间因为有多两位朋友正着急地要到英国深造哦...
老土点都要唱首“朋友”12年前的经典曲：

”朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有，
一句话，一辈子，一深情，一杯酒，
朋友不曾孤单过，一声朋友你会懂，
还有伤，还有痛，还要走，还有我..."

~你们，都是我的好朋友，
朋友别忘了我，爱你们~

我恋上了单身...

昨晚，与某人有个不愉快的再会后...
真的在一次质疑自己适合在两人世界里...
我有我的相机，她有她的狗...
她讨厌我的相机，我也讨厌她的狗毛...
去到她家就有很不悦的感觉...房间乱糟糟...狗毛也不处理...唉，我也不懂要如何适应...
她妈更不用说咯...指指点点的,她家打扫处...竟然说“有帮手来了...”怎么说我是客人嘛...
总而言之，整晚都觉得很反感...我就连晚饭都没吃...
我也赶快回家，找兄弟们去吃再去捅球...消一消气...
然而今早看到我中学朋友s结了婚和他们孩子的照...搞了中招，就结婚...
觉得有恐惧感...
如果说我对这段感情只是抱有负责任的心态...我也会对我的未来傍徨...
想拍结婚照找吃的我,我也不懂如何面对我现在的状况...竟然对朋友的家庭照觉得恐惧...
结论呐...看来我恋上了单身，我也很enjoy单恋人的感觉...无需交待，负责任...

SB-900 for my D90

最终硬下心肠买下了我的宝贝SB-900，外闪光灯...
在室内绝对是个必要...也没什么期待的...用了300pound换回马币1650...买了它...然后rechargable batteries Rm110 + UV HMC Rm 70...
败了千八元...用就用最好的...这就是我的原则...
也蛮不高兴...让某人听到我花了酱多，又在呱呱叫...
算了吧...看看我的宝贝吧...

准备去英国ing...

忙着，玩着，懒着...终究有些懒写部落格的心态了...
拜二，成绩终于出了,也在我预料之内中了A-...也没什么好高兴,就快快催我妈去换钱...结果，还是在5.45-5.47之间...今天保持在5.60. 短短的几天有人悲哀又欢喜...
我也是处于悲哀的,因为要留1千pound买我的nano镜头...没了没了...只好买sb900 咯...
近来也忙着玩“万王之王3”忽略了重要的事情...
每天都要跑几轮，办这个办那个...实在好累...就连我去农业公园的照片也懒得upload...要看就去:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/gentak/ 吧...
短短几天就花上了千元...有够拜金...
终于剩下去学院交conditional offer letter 和向STA travel agent 拿回我定金...
好累好累...我想大觉睡一阵天...也还没去买衣服裤子，文具......
GIMME A BREAK!

Cam whore =gentak @ 废材

失去了ＨＤＤ　里面的资料．．．好痛心．．．让我当废材吧．．．
如果我缺少些理智，可能会花千多块去弄．．．
真的有够白痴，简直就是天价嘛！
千多块倒不如去买ＳＢ９００．．你阿妈，　“ＴＯＰ　ＭＯＤｅＬ”

HDD boh liao...aikz...

5everal days ago, bought an external hdd casing to help dannie solve the hdd prob...n i bring de

casing home for transfer all my overwhelming data...

At the same time the most Catastrophe things happen...my hdd's turn to broke down...
all my photo from last year till this april gone for sure...

I really wondering PC world really so bleak 1...since i entry college, 5 HDD been spoiled...aikz...everytime also say scratch cannot fix...4 the past 4 HDD still ok bcuz of the data not really important...

BUT currently, my dissertation n all my precious photos yet to delivery for my friends...Therefore, i search in google to find any specialist in HDD data recovery...all those freak juz cost u a bomb, the services cost u several thousand if u feel affordable to make this sum of payment...

In the end, pls take care ur HDD carefully...if u really beh song ur data or feel unsatisfied with urHDD then only vibrate it during HDD operating...
*dun try this unless u r moron

要勤奋！

有些时候真的不明白自己为何那么懒地update自己的部落格...
也许用上十分钟也能搞定的事，都是在懒着...
但今早买了机票，我就对自己说"是时候促督自己常常写部落格了"
原因就是要让我的"蜜糖"知道我在英国时干么...
报个安心嘛...
也想与大家分享我在欧洲“wet过”什么地方...

“五月的天，四月的气”

“五月的天，四月的气” 听太多五月天的歌了,对“四月的天”这四个字很陌生...

...五月十一号，下午7点14分...

...6分钟后...

...五月9号,下午五点25分,温温的气候，微微的风（蛮大风的）...

...15 分钟后，出现了个云层像太空船般...startrek...

...五月八号，下午7点22分...红红的云层们啊~感觉像世界末日般在火烧着天...

我的新村

我是看了“我来自新村”后，钓瘾了我对婆婆家的思念...况且我也常常去婆婆家，趁着这机会拍了下来...

我是“高州”人，高州位于“广西”与“广东”之间...以上的牌面“安定”我也不确定是不是所有姓“梁”的都是一样，但可以肯定的是在新村地区才能看到...

在新村没了水泥森林阻拦之下，天空更显得一览无遗...(虽然热些）

劳动节的这个时候,我的确变成了劳动的工人...工人们休息去了,每当个顾客走了后，我的屁股要软软的首发上休息，客人就上门了...一脚踢...

4-50年以来保护我们梁家上上下下或让我们躲过风风雨雨侵袭的木板开始也有点累...但我相信它会陆续坚持几十年,也让以后的子孙感到自豪！

木板的窗口...虽然不能与玻璃比较,毕竟通风与隔热方面还是有所发威...

从窗口透视过去我婆婆的背影,她在忙着整理摆在井口上的金银鱼...

这一张是我们烧水的地方,我们还是用这烧水炉致90年代...虽然那时烧水器已经逐渐广用...但我们还是用这古老的方式烧水,可能老人家接受不了...
直到我爷爷病倒了，他们才接受...那时我爷爷没力气去砍材,所以被逼用现代的烧水器，烧水炉也逐渐的少人用了...又到我爷爷去世时，这烧水炉才封炉...

今天姑姑梦见爷爷报梦说要吃“肉骨茶”，下午时分就去打包来祭我贪吃的爷爷....
我好想念我爷爷,想起他就像头脑里翻阅也每个时刻记录的回忆，照片就是回忆，所以我要从每个时刻凝固与描写起来...
所以我选着了摄影...

doraemon搞笑版by小新

尽情地笑吧！
哈哈

“蓝天系列”

“蓝天系列”

考试时期，难免会有无心的一刻,正当我仰望着天的那一刻，就遐想到底天与高楼的距离有多远...就如我的实力和考题般...但考了后，还觉得蛮能应付的...有如图中的高楼看起来也蛮接近天空的

飞机越过云层之际，制造了天上的云霄飞车轨道...

谷中城也不例外...还来了个很大只的“飞龙”或“鸟”

开了花的龙眼树也招来了勤劳的小蜜蜂...

多么悠闲的蓝天...真的好想拥有一支广角镜...

夸张的后期制作,真的让我透不过气...

最后送上的是在傍晚拍到的新月...搭配着云跟我们微笑...

新的开始

噩梦过去了...死剩种的一科科挨过了...
重新从摄影出发...新加入的wireless remote shutter 和 tripod...也让我有新的构思...自拍！

我要去英国！i wana go UK!

No doubt...this is my last paper for my entire advanced diploma...
I'm quite regret I'm failed in this unit and lead me into tremendous obstacle for me to further study in U.K

no matter how...i must pass for my further study sake...

Pray for me or cheer for me...I'm like a stone stand alone...thought I'm brittle but still fragile when apply impact on me...

li mei convocation

情人节快乐，亲爱的...

今天总觉得很闲~闲到去听听华健的旧歌，他的歌永远都是大家的最爱...
也可以说无时无刻都会哼上几句...
然而，这首歌让我想起我的女友...
怎么说呢？我总是在不对的时刻弄她生气咯~
很多次都左耳进，右耳出...
在这我只想说“对不起”每次无厘头的搞笑，别太认真,愚人说蠢话嘛...
呵呵...
这是我们第三次渡过情人节...前两次无法一起庆祝,实在太对不起你了...
希望这一次能隆重的庆祝一番~
情人节快乐...我爱你~

feel free to fly!

finally exam over and i pass my thesis!
wooohoo~
damn syok man!
feel free to be poison with dslr as well!
weeeeeee~
de feel was so great juz like u as light as a feather...burdenless~
at last I FINSIH MY ADVANCED DIPLOMA!

摄影的艺术...

近几个月来和dslr的接触,单镜相机带给我无穷的乐趣，同时也让我的荷包大出血...
第一架相机是sony a200,蛮不错的相机...但iso去到400时，zoom in 的画面很糟...
结果就跳槽到nikon D90...斋机身就3千了...T.T 所以就d90 和 廉价的prime lens 配合咯~
以上的都是我和相机的来历...
但我所要表达的是“相机”的艺术...
在过去几个月的时刻，我也参与了几个出外取景的...学的都是基本学...
但自从和我的表哥交流后，发觉了很多朋友摄影都是拍表面美丽的画面，昆虫，再不然就是妹妹照...
都让我觉得很缺乏内涵...
对我而言,一张照片一定要拥有内涵，所谓的内涵就是你要表达的讯息,无论是虚构的还是真实...
从摄影大师的一句“从灵开始”启发了我对艺术的坚持...
头脑里满是摄影的主题，角度和意识~
也许在20号后，我就会接纳我的d90去开始我的摄影历程...发掘我内心的疑问和想要表达的内涵...
摄影的美学就是拍下当时的事物并且加以压缩个人要表达的内涵,让当时的情景一一表现出来...
一张美的照片,也许美得让人叹一口但也有可能是空虚的...
风景的话就难免咯...哈哈...也许很多人一定不认同我的想法,
但我已经铁定了心坚持走我的摄影的路线和去向,冲吧！

LIFE WITH ACCIDENTS~

At the very begining i tot this year aint gonna have any accident,manatau?!
i really dunnoe wat's going to me during these couple of days...
Car accidents happen twice in 1 week...
looks like my pathetic life will keep bang the cars instead of leng lui...
How could de continuous accidents keep happening?!
last week i bang my bro in-law's bro car...the new series of honda civic...
i couldn't nvr imagine the leading-edge technology branded was so soft...really wtf!
even a waja tougher than it...i was driving the waja at the moment...
n i have to admit that this accident happen is due to my reckless accelerate before re-check back de front car in roundabout...too much focus on the traffics in roundabout...

but during this morning accident, i think suppose is opponent's fault because then i juz turn in de corner from traffic congested mrr2...it's a straight road and while i wana swift to my 3rd gear, i saw a reckless saga version owner turning right into the junction without any waiting...juz like wat i did in few years back(think opponent car would have an emergency break)darn!
n de very 1st moment de bloody "mar chan" came down keep smoking and annoying about "u r too fast, u r too fast"
fuck if i care, if i'm wana turn into a junction make sure the road is clear for foreseeable period like 3 seconds,n he juz turn straight away...
n tat moment i still breaking my car n turn my steer to the right to avoid it but still the big bang came from my left side...

unfortunately, i shouldn't break instead of keep accelerate bang straight to his engine or the front door, let him taste the cheapkit glass split through his bloody face...in the end, i hit his rear door...

look alike i really need to have a "luck change" ceremony...bad days~gimme kena my car plate number 4d mah...deng!

我只是个“无赖”

无奈的时刻写下心声，你若听不进也不打紧，
因为感情路上不只我，放弃的原因不必太多，
只因为爱你才需放手，也许我为了习惯才爱，
倒不如大家尝试自由，让大家对爱重新检讨，
少了彼此依靠的理由，才能让大家了解彼此，
但我们顶多只是朋友，也许一个无谓的慰问，
能让我感觉友情万岁，总好过我们吵吵闹闹...
我也清楚我是个失格的伴侣,不会如何留着你，不善于安慰，
爆糙的性格，口不择言,永不改进，还有你说的过于计较...
所以在部落格上，该说的都说了...
别浪费时间在我这无赖身上吧...

所有的努力被批评,伤感...

近几个月来，眼泪都没流过...
但近几天，有些事让我的眼泪冲破了我的泪坝...泪流不止...
所有的努力都招人批评和看小...
上到高级学位第二年，路越来越坎坷...真的是前所未有的冲击...
第一，我所努力干了几晚的功课，竟然被组员说：“酱短而已？”，我所有的努力竟然被质疑?!
真的很伤心...所有呕心沥血的作业...一句谢谢都被“没收”了，难道我是酱不称职的？
虽说三两页，但我花了几夜的分析及参考些书籍，甚至还牺牲我几堂课...真的是悲痛莫名...
第二，我学位论文(Dissertation)的建议书，招到不少老师退回...
不用紧，终于有个建议书被老师认同...为了这建议书，我用了几天的时间到图书馆寻找相同的论文，
就是要让学院建筑系的总裁认同，他竟然看也看不一眼就打发我，还说我找到相同的论文很少，
还要我回到图书馆再找，那本厚厚的历年论文，我非常确定的说，相同的论文，真的数一数二...
历年的论文记载到六十年代...当我第二次回去图书馆仔细的看一次...结果还是一样...
还有3天，如果我论文的建议书无法过关，就要留级...我可以非常的确认他在整我...要不然我真的要自掏双眼
这个学期，我也不知为什么很多老师特别针对我...做什么都被批评...
甚至，我所谓的女友，在网上安慰的话真的少得又少，批评的话就一摞摞...简直是火上加油...
眼泪就不受控制的崩裂...
我只想我的心声只想与“你”分享...（我真的很想听见你的声音）...
对你，我只能说抱歉，也许之前在电话说的，你认为是谎言...但那时真的是如此...对不起...

＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

＊誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊
普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。
男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。
男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。

普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。
男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生

普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。
男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。
男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。
男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的

普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。
男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康。他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課。因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。

普通朋友：他只有想到現在。
男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

bZZ TRAINING period

Nowadays, i been training under "SATUJAYA SDN BHD" constractor firm involving in "AEON JAYA JUSCO" construction project.

This site was located at KERAMAT AU2, working period from 8am till 5pm or 7pm, travelling time 20 minutes away from where i'm stay...if travel through mrr2 during 7am, there was no way to reach site on the dot. The 1st day, i'm already experienced how mrr2 treated me...1 hours for juz severals minutes distance...WTF!

1st day, i never expected can meet the trainee that i recognise in my course except hong yew but another 3 also from his class...all really "fai cai" gang...lolz...expecially Kuan Sing, the big mouth fellow, his performance still unknown cuz 1st week he was absent because he part time in another job...we was only hanging around the site and inspect how tower crane to be erected. Yet, we unable to go in the site because we nvr gone thru safety instruction and the only things we can do juz stay at office and arrange those damn drawing...

The 1st ever expression toward the Project Manager was Very Fiercing and Bad Temper but this is my 1st exceptional case...hehe, Mr. Ooi my current site project manager...he was kind and helpful, i'm took the assessment of measure and estimating the scaffholdings in C60 system in Zone A, i made severals times mistake took me to do around 3 days...lolz, how useless am i...3 days also cannot work up any satisfy works. However, after his guiding, i'm total clearly know how to formulate the usage of scaffholding for each bay...1st time, i tot have to workout the estimation toward the total scaffholding...2nd time, i'm made a formula but not workable for others ppl...lolz...3rd time and de last ever...i made it...hope it wouldn't too late...

This is the 1st week duties i working, others trainees already supervising the site but still cool for me...i'm needless to go supervise the work in site and evade the opportunity to get sun burn. (Brian,one of the trainee already baked like bbq pork but juz supervise on site in 1 day) LOL XD

“別讓她/他成爲我們感情上的全部，我們只是他們的一個選擇"

好久好久沒在部落格留下心聲了...上課，作業，考試以及種種的壓力因素才激發到部落格寫下幾筆.
但我總是愛在部落格寫下感情的東西...因爲我的日常生活都是很納悶...
我蠻喜歡一句良言“別讓她/他成爲我們感情上的全部，我們只是他們的一個選擇"
所以就說,愛就愛,不愛就是不愛了...在感情上最最最不該對你不喜歡/不愛的人施捨“憐心".
醬的做法只是給他們种下了計時炸彈...當他們沉淪時，你突然抽出了施捨的手...
就像啓發了計時炸彈，把他們的心炸散了...讀書更別説了...可悲...

another laughing bomb~~!!

japanese game show...(jackie wu's show copied from it)
really godlike..."ten ten means 20, ten X 10 times means hundred"
damn lame wei!

malaysia advertisement , rock it!

无敌光碟英雄
damn yeng wei this video...

Moreover, another deep influence is from Digi's "dai kor"
part 1


part 2 (dai kor kena punishment liao)


this another achievement from digi...damn lolZZZ

lonely birthday...

recently been busy for working...timeless for blogging...
moreover, my dad just fall down from ladder...damn, i have to help him all day long...

This is de sadness birthday, only 1 present i received...
That night i juz went out for satay and burger alone...walk for a fews hundred yards...
Received all the wishes from sms and friendster...
but also feel like no1 really care sia...

sigh...isn't tat bad for my interact?

sobzzz

阿公，好走~~~

由于近来，工作繁忙...就连叹气的时间也没了...部落格再次调空...
九月二号，也就是农历七月二十一;伯伯去世的一周年又一个星期...我的爷爷安详的过完了八十有九的岁月...
最近，他才从同善医院回来，事因不小心跌到...一个坚强的人，就酱过了两个礼拜,才和我们孙儿们掰掰...
今天，妈妈才招了全部家里人回家吃饭...照我推理，爷爷不能了...我们可以做的，就一家人团圆齐享用与爷爷的最后一餐...当时，我只能慰问他以及喂他喝水,屋外的乌云以及我不安的感应，已经催逼他要离我们而去...
当我们享用完晚餐后，就回家冲凉然后再送我女友回家...但电话声打断了我洗澡的当时，妈告诉我爷爷不行了...我也赶去见他老人家...太迟了，他已经走了,我的眼泪就像洪水冲破防水墙般的源源不尽滴下来...我再次的对自己说："阿公走了，一场大雨带走了他"
待我送女友回后，就回去婆婆家...尽我身为长孙的责任...
看着爷爷冷冰冰的手，还有逝世时的遗容...仿佛让我超越时空回到去童年,爷爷的慈爱，双手抱起了我与我的堂弟...好怀恋,以及当年红毛丹树下乘凉的情景...深深烙在脑海里...
不久，喃麽佬的到来，就为爷爷的遗体清理然后穿上寿衣并且处理掉生前用过的东西，最后把遗体放进棺材...
好不容易忙完后,我就带同我的家人回家休息...身为长孙的我,明天也该要做很多东西因为要守棺我也该让自己休息...

"人生八十稀有少，处处记忆忘不了"

Finally...got time to post liao...

Recently really no time for any new blogs...but recall back on 1st of june, i been participated a mount.climbing...
Seriously, i really got no interest at any outdoor discovery adventure event nia...
Rm 160 paid for this unique experience...Really WTF!!!
WAT i TRULY gained is "this is my 1st time yet my last time sia"; but loss, wah lan nie...my shoe, pot and some equipment lost sia...summore, aikzzzz...visual worth than thousand words...
marhem ar!!! my ankle n my skin...aikz...

summore i discover de organization really pro in "encourage" ppl...always lied to me tat almost reach de peak...their "almost" took us around half day sia...

By de way, i was survive back from hell sia...de gradient of de path to de campsite really got >70 degree...even ppl also say "intermediate level" sia...really climb till cry..."Ta Ma de" summore keep cursing my pal whose brought me there...

In de end, nowadays only fully recover...so plzzz, if u about to climb any mount. dun destroy or damage anythings...really got curse sia...even ate pork also tio...

感情亮了红灯？

真的很不懂最近发生了什么事...浑身很不对劲，两个人好像很有距离感...仿佛同一个世界突然间一分为二...我明白她近来很忙，所以很不介意她在短讯或一般的通讯上少些联络...直到，昨天，我终于开口说出我的感受...
真的很不明白，为什么坏的感受会让两个人同一时间感受...
其实昨天，应该是很高兴的一天但回到家有种悲痛莫名的感觉...两个人在网上谈得很淡...突然间很不习惯，眼泪已经很不争气地划下来了...谈到一半时就觉得不想谈了，那时就想抱着枕头大哭然后睡...然后，她就先写了“我今天很高兴，但也很伤心”，我就接着上“我也一样，今天的统统的娱乐都有了但很伤心，眼泪不停的流”...接着接着,就发现了根源，就是“我们都是从两个不同的世界的人，话不投机，意见不和，兴趣不一样，还有我不够成熟”。
她很希望她的另一半是和她“意见一致，话题也源源不绝，相同的家庭背景和成熟的男人”。从开始到现在，她都很在意这些问题...
然而，我觉得在电话上倾述会比较好，一而再再而三的不接我的电话，终于第三次接了...大家都一致觉得感情亮了红灯，她有她坚持的立场，我也奈何不了...毕竟，她也蛮转牛角尖的人,一就是一...她觉得彼此没必要改善自己，酱会失去了自己...我真的不懂她如何想的，她也承认她不是一般的人反而是很难相处的人...
这五个月的感情不短也不长,我只是叹气的是我不能做到理解她的人而是她在旅行时结缘的男人...
一位三十出头的结婚男人并且还暗恋着我的女友...醋意肯定多多少少都是有,真的满佩服他可以对我女友讲出她心里和针针见血的话...我女友也澄清跟他没有暧昧关系，我也明白...她是怎样的人，我也逐渐地摸到了...只是需要时间让我去成长和了解她...她就是要她的“MR.Right”像那个男生般...我也不怪她...只是希望她能接受我的渐渐的改变，我也有我的“理想情人”啊...某个老友都说我和她很登对，还梦见我们在一起...我高心听到酱的话，但我现在有我真真爱的人，不想痴痴的追求“理想情人”，我很不想轻易地放手，但如果双方真的无法挽回时，酱就没得谈了...
结果，她就拿这几天的时间来考量我,在两个小时的谈话中也化解彼此的悲痛莫名的感受,还好我也蛮敏感的...察觉到这几天的不对劲，茶饭不思...种种不好的现象出完来...
真的好难受...彼此的距离有如十万八千里...
我也尽量的挽留，庆幸的是挽留到了...相反，我完完全全的失眠,我是很奇怪的人，睡眠时肯定会发梦，百分百...为了不让我在梦里胡思乱想，我的潜意识就让我失眠...
最后的一句，希望她能看到...
宝贝，就让时间慢慢地让我成长吧,成熟和慢慢了解你...人会随着岁月而改变,无可否认...
祝我们爱情长跑，请你等候吧...你也该让自己坚持的立场软化不然终究会错过很多美好的东西...
>.< 失眠~~~

" Girls VS Grown Women..." (good shit nia, no joke)

Girls leave their schedule wide-openand wait for a guy to call and makeplans.
Grown women make their own plans andnicely tell the guy to get in where he fits

Girls want to control the man in theirlife.
Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.

Girls check you for not calling them.
Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

Girls are afraid to be alone.
Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.

Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown women ignore the bad guys.

Girls make you come home.
Grown women make you want to come home.

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.

Girls try to monopolize all theirman's time ( I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends).
Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends!

Girls think a guy crying is weak.
Grown women offer their shoulder and a tissue.

Girls want to be spoiled and 'tell' their man so.
Grown women 'show' him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate without fear of losing his 'manhood'.

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.
Grown women know that that was just one man.

Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their affection,ignoring all 'signs'.
Grown women know that sometimes the one you love, don't always love you back-and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get anattitude.
Grown women will read this and pass it on to other Grown women and their male friends.

How "Pathetic" am I

Recently, i really dunnoe receive so many comments from every1...
1st of all, my gf...I really not sure is she make complain or comment on me...but sound de same nia...
always said: " u aint know how to "comfort" me..."
lolX, i really dunnoe wat way she wana me to do... i juz only tried my best to make her happy nia...
Moreover, i really hate sum1 call me "fei zhai" behind of me...really is a forbidden words for me lah...keep calling me as "fei zhai" in msn while chatting wif her bro...aikz....sian, already told her not to call me fei zhai since last time she msn wif Lew Ong...Yet, always "ribut taufan" happen in her house...Especially "Hainan Taufan"
I know after i post this stuff she sure beh song 1...but for the sake of balance my emotional, i really gonna post it...

Marlo, nowadays so many "NOT REALLY CLOSE" friend keep asking me to attend their 21st birthday party...
Really MING DA MING (明打明）is really gonna earn my money loh...if they have de party juz like dinner, then i dun mind to "Pao" de ang pao around 50 bucks loh...summore invite in home nia...really so desperate to earn back de money meh?(生日都想赚钱吗) (though, i know sum of them got children liao lah, RECENTLY DIAPER's price raised up liao meh?

POKAING now...car need to maintain as well...lazy to go out nia...
God spare me a lucky number lah...With wealth then only can live life happily nia...

Exam liao...13 hours lead to doom...

From this moment onward...my long lost pal which is my "resit paper" = structural studies paper gonna come back again...
This paper really my nightmare, i been failed for several times liao...
i think if this time i'm gonna fail again, de consequences shud b "suicide" liao...or i can say mampus...this paper really make me mentally abnormal liao...look at it for awhile i sure gonna freaking out...i really hope tat after this time, no more for me...
i'm out...
Now my brain turbo really badly injured...juz look at de table i also die...headache T.T

For sure i full of prepare this time...

Mahai~~~! stupid structural studies...i'm gonna fight for pass this paperno matter how tough!!! Gan ni nia!!! CCB!!! Sohai paper!!!

lol...my japanese name..."tat was lame"

Your Japanese Name Is...

Shino Kajuji

What's your Japanese Name?

Guys and Ladies different?

Seriously, nowadays many guys complain to me tat ladies or gals are over-focus on her own?!but to tell de truth, i really felt so...

1stly, they thought guy always do assumption because of de guy curious about her situation...WE only wana know where u ladies r yet wat r u doing...juz tell de guys de truth...if not, de consequence really can lead to "u dump me or i dump u"...so later on, juz like many novel wrote " i had never regret tat had a relationship with u, we had our sweet memories". That piece of junk ending aint for this century, unless his gonad or her boob really huge lah...Then, i guess it gonna b a sweet sweet bed exercises...

Nowadays, we r running of gentlemen...Wat means of gentlemen? Izzit juz like wat in dictionary "a civilized, educated, sensitive, or well-mannered man"? Oh god, i wish could put this "gentlemen" into Museum...cuz they really extinct. Perhaps, we call them "ass stink" rather than "extinct"...lol XD
So ladies and gals appreciate ur Mr. Right...life is juz an endless lesson, still many things to learn but make sure learn from mistakes.

Moreover, de world is so fair, population of "pure and virtuous young woman" are nearly "0". Thanks to de society tat make women over-important nowadays (no-offense) but to tell de truth, since there is no flawless "gentlemen", ladies and gals had to learn to tolerate guys...There is no way to blamed him not "gentlemen" at all...

Guys also need to tolerate de women because "pure and virtuous young woman" out of stock...lol...
Even a report done from de newspaper, out of 8hundred female students in secondary school, there is only 1 gal is virgin...

So, y dun we stop blaming each others and start to learn how to tolerate...1 word of apologize "sorry" really can turn u become mute or deaf...But make sure try to be a good listener then only b a good teller...

我以为

kinda of sad story...
enjoy!!!

Firstly...i have to thank my pal "peizhong" who lead me to read her "lao zha bor" (old hen) blog...
lolZZZZ XD damn "yeng" wei !!!


Then,Jinqster...thanks for ur recommend show...



weee~~~i think this show can win Jackie Woo's show..."HOU SAI LEI's Xian Zai Bu Zun Xiao" 猴赛雷's宪在不准笑
“甘岭老母赶羚羊，风吹草地草枝摆”
"gan ni lao bu gan ni nia, feng cui cao di cao ci bai" tat's all for it...later laughing spree!!!
part 1:

part 2:


plz log on this web...damn nice also...
http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Malaysia

LASTLY>>>
<==such a lovely couple...
looks familiar leh...is foo hoong!!!weee, dannie and i meet him in Taman Paramount station...
1st of all, Congratz dude!!! u r upgrade into "Papa" mode...still u have ur freedom for 3 more months...enjoy ur life b4 ur son or daughter born lah...hehe...Ganbatte woh!!! since u r de 1st leading amongst our 5c class in Samad...U Rox!!!

Walauer...Panasonic FX-30~~~

Recently, my sis getting rich...marlo...
Brought 1 Printer around 500bucks yet this digicam cost her 1.4k...tiuZZZ
i wana new digicam also...even thought, my digicam still snap nice pictures...
human are greedy!!!WEEE~~~ JinQtaH urs is FX-07....but both really look alike...
moreover, my sis said going to buy a laptop for her own...WTF~~~
OWNING!!!TRIPLE Kill!!!

I also wana get myself a Sony digicam...

Wat A Mess Life...T.T

It's been awhile tat i nvr post any blog in "English".
1st of all, my English wasn't tat well yet hard to describe what happen on me in de previous months...

Seriously, my mood really fall into bottom from de cliff...Meanwhile, de only thing i done is drive around and take some fresh air...juz drove around look at de night scene tried to "pop" up any motivation yet inspiration...There is many a invisible pressure act like millions of arrows aiming toward me, that's what i can describe how my feel now...

I'm not an initiative person...Actually, i still act like de secondary student that everyday tuition^3, this attitude make me like a chick that waiting for parent feed us..."Spoon Feeding" thus consume what they feed yet "vomit" out what they taught...not like others, consume then come out some innovative ideas...Who should i thank for? Of course our own Malaysia Education Minister loh..."forced-feed type education=填鸭式". Make sense? We have de answer within our heart seriously...

I'm was so stress...Even de air was so bitterness...Without a doubt, i straightly toss away fresh air, scare drown within de air...Perhaps, i should spend some time to find back my ownself rather than sitting in front of my com killing my time by playing de stupid "Pangya" & stalk every friend in friendster...Such a horrible life...

After i go through an article in newspaper, i realize it was so true...when a person in a stuck situation like me, there is many small hobbies will appear that affect your "ultimate" decision. During this half year vacation, i almost lost my main decission...What my real path to take is to become a "Quantity Surveyor"...I'm think of study Technician of modify car but it's late for me already...21st years old, i cann't affort to take my "Golden Time" to do some useless things in return just for satisfy my "Temporary Hobbies". My aim was have own house yet a dream car before 30 years old... Moreover, i have to make sure my future plan fully consider about my gf, both of us are same age, guys aint old when reaching 30 but ladies are different...(That's why many girl prefer to find any elder guy).

Sob, what i need to do currently is just concentrate to study so that pass this remaining 2 paper...
Every1 pray for me hardly...i would like to appreciate any encouraging comments from any1, thank you so much!

无奈，无奈...恐怖的考试又要到了!

这几个星期的懒惰让我的部落格慢慢地被遗忘了...
真的不懂如何说起，自从我的女友放假后，我的大部分的时间都和她度过，虽然说是蛮高兴的...
但今天，她去实习了，我依然抱着依依不舍的心情看着她上班...她工作的地方真的很老远...真的不懂这两个月的实习能让她变得怎样，可能更坚强或厌倦去当个上班族...
这个早上，我已答应她帮她准备早餐，但时间上的不允许，我准备的早餐真的很烂...差点迟到...
上了火车，车厢里挤满了人，还好我找到了她...两人在“沙丁鱼罐头”般的火车下，度过了差点窒息的半个小时...

回到家时，我又一个人了...寂寞地对着电脑，无所事事。这几个月来，电脑对我的影响力很大，变得懒散及害怕去面对现实...上网玩无聊的“pangya”虚度人生...看回我重考的考卷时，真的很压力，出题出到普通人都能回答的考卷，我竟然“肥佬”...可恶！酱我又起不了劲了，在无所事事之下，就回来部落格写出我的心声...

很累啊，睡觉也不能安乐地睡，头脑都没有休息的，睡到一半就想到考试的事,真的痛苦...
看来我真的要搬去朋友家读书了...远离家里...家里太舒服了,让我懒散...

神啊！请指点下我吧！让我的毅力和集中力重新拥有吧！

我回来了...但是带着沉重的心情~~~T.T

阔别了刚刚一个月，我又回到来我的"部落格"...今天早上，也不列外的被我的女友的妈妈臭骂了一顿...真不懂那些海南人真的是："海南丁，发神经".我婆婆也时时刻刻的提醒我...我女友上网又关我什么屁事？！她爱做什么，我也无权利的去阻止...更何况，她是为了他的学业...真不明白她的家人，人家都二十一岁了，不是婴儿还要管到那么严.看来，他们再夺去她的所剩的自由，看来真的凶多吉少...我也把我自己隐秘到非常陌生了，几个星期也不去找我女友...现在，火还烧到这里来，多得我的女友憋不住气了，开始作出反抗.酱那海南丁肯定没那么容易放过我...今早我被她臭骂，当我憋不住时，就让我妈跟她谈判...哪里知道，那个人真的换面换到比雷射更快...我妈又心软，讲完了就反过来骂我...还一直逼我读书...

我真得很累了，真不懂犯到什么太岁.我妈妈那方面一直逼我读书.真得很无谓...在读下去，我也只帮我爸爸手，读来读去都是浪费时间和金钱...我真的不懂如何说服我的妈妈...一波未停，一波又来...现在，我真的很矛盾...真的开着这首歌才能平静我的心灵...

唉，伤心又要过生活，开心也要过生活，上天啊，可不可以让我拥有安宁的生活呢？

情人节...

情人节对我来说，20年都是一个人过...即使，有了女友都不列外...

反而对我这么愤世的家伙，都是认为情人节是为了餐馆啊，花店和装饰点挖钱的大好机会...
其实，情人节也是男人的噩梦...男生要为女生打造一年比一年不同的气氛，花大笔的钱买花和巧克力...多么的无谓...如果，要营造不一样的气氛和省钱的方法，我看都是让那些无所事事的家伙搅尽脑汁的时候了...我在这不是因为我不能和我的女友庆祝而发泄在这...只是奉劝大家别让一个节日弄垮了你完美的一天...

这个节日里，我看真的是受够了她的父母的冷眼...真的期望自己能找个平平凡凡的女友兼家里开放的...我也不想弄到像我现在的状况...也许我现在的女友看到这叹气的话，肯定纠纷到9级风暴...
唉~~~我只是个普通人...难免会有酱叹气的时刻...

好啦...祝每位情侣就像这首歌一样的...情人节快乐~~~! ^_^



也祝我们的恋情可以长久....

好难受的一天...

今天，我收到通电话...是我女友的后母打来的...她叫我放弃她...
说什么我们都有自己的前途啦，罗哩叭说的，还求我放了她找另外个...他妈的...
我梁建达做事对得起良心!讲到我好像是拐带她的女儿般的...还说还他们一个安乐的家，妈的，我看全部人都有心病的...
唉，还说她父亲很讨厌我...要不是她从中作梗,事情会搞到酱的地步吗？
然后，我问她的弟弟，他说他的家人讨厌我，说我养不起人家...现在讲到谈婚论嫁了吗？
好痛苦啊...现在，只有香烟才可以慢慢的慰藉我...真的好累...也许有天，他们会得到应得的报应...
神又是他们鬼又是他们（当时是他们凑和我们的,现在棒打鸳鸯又是他们）不知道该如何是好...

命硬...

今天好难过哦，说真的，在我段段爱情路上最坎坷的一条...毕竟，当两人相爱到难以自拔的地步时，女方的父母竟然对我做出多多的为难，处处的加害着这段感情...当我还没成为她的男友时，她的家人很喜欢我...但俗语说：上得山多终遇虎...

这我不得不承认...现在，我才知道我的女友一向以来都住在那么可怕的家里，她的家人时好时坏，今天和你当个知心朋友，第二天转身捅你一刀...我的女友就惨了，每天都要面对着隐约着的计时炸弹，无时无刻都被捅...说真的我真的狠幸运因为她的礼让能力真的超乎一般人...可以忍足20年...张佩璇，你最赞了!!!

真的不懂如何形容她的家人...每个人都有心病,最近我又变成了他们的"捅"话题了...我的女友每次都要在三更半夜时被呼唤醒来被乱骂一通，也许她习惯了，但身为男友的我，难免会心痛...话题里还有针对我的因素...我的爸爸妈妈也不曾般的对我做出批平...

不过也不用紧，我就听她说别理会他们，毕竟谈恋爱是两人的事...现在，她的家人更绝！！！下了封杀令，不让张佩璇过来我家。况且，我也不能常常见面了...唉~~~真的是种种为难都有的啦...但我听到这消息时，心好痛因为我的爱情真的进展到如火如茶时，被截着了...心里难免多多少少会很像被针刺...但和我的母亲谈了过后，她开解了我...无论多么的艰难，你们彼此很爱对方的话都要坚持下去,不能被动摇...就酱我被安抚下来了(我承认我还很粘我的母亲的）

最后，我希望我们能不但能做到这首歌的意义，而且会更好！！！加油加油！！！